Another week passed, and another meltdown happened. On Tuesday it was so bad that I was angry crying without being able to stop that I finally made the call to book an appointment with my GP. Asked my husband to come with me and I have been practicing what to say in my head since Thursday. Exhausting, finally gave up on Friday and head feel clearer now.
I read that permimenopause makes the symptomes worse so that is one thing I need to tell my GP that I am going through that already. Maybe it has an effect, maybe not. I’m not a medical specialist.
I kept feeling bad about the things that I didn’t do, and that was not helping my overall mood. I was feeling depressed over it. But I want to focus more on the things that I did manage today in my day to day life, so I’ve written them down in a little book. I let my husband read it and he also thinks it is a good idea to keep track of the positive things.
One of the wins for the week was finally putting the art cards that I got months ago, in 2025 even in frames. I saw these nice coloured frames that fit the style of the cards. I do love anthropomorphised animals. And these ballerina cats are just the cutest.
And what’s even better, they are already up on a wall. Putting them in frames is one thing but actually hanging them on the wall is a whole different game. Now everytime I walk down the stairs I will see them :).
During the week I had purchased a few cozy games on the Nintendo store after a YouTuber (can’t recall her name >__<) mentioned there were big sales. One of the games bought was Thank Goodness You’re Here! I had already seen this game pass on other platforms and 50% off is a great deal.
The artstyle is quirky, the jokes very cheeky at times and solving the puzzles is highly entertaining. I did not play the first playthrough in dialect, but I will do that the next round.
Bummer that we don’t get any throphies on the Switch, I would have loved the “Found all singing rats” one. XD Also the slapping of the fish mongers fish so they spit out their cigarettes was quite fun. On Friday I finished the game, with an ending very fitting with all the running around you did for other people. I still feel bad for the guy we kept going through the chimey. XD
With a chaotic start of the week, I feel that it mellowed down at the end. GP appointment is up next week. We will see what he advises. What I do know is that call-center and open plan offices are the worst for my mental health. And you are only able to mask your discomfort for a while.